I’ve been on spring break this past week from school.
It has been so nice! I feel like I’ve had so much time to myself without worrying about having to do something else.
I still have worked full time but not doing homework or studying or having to go to class has felt like there has been a huge amount of free time.
Which really makes me think about what the heck I did with all my time before school?
I mean I’ve been out of my first round of college for a while.
I’ve had many artistic hobbies like photography and always look to learn new skills. I have taken acting and improv classes and have studied for auditions non stop in between but still. In the sense of the stress of passing exams, it’s been a while.
It definitely makes me appreciate this little lax time I’ve had way more than I did before. Like super way more. Did I even notice my free time before? What a shame.
I actually feel happy when I am reading peacefully this week without any anxiety of having to stop to read something else for class. I’m binge watching Grey’s Anatomy guilt free too.
Makes me sad though because I can’t imagine how much time I have wasted in the past as well as all the free time I have taken for granted.
So much time spent worrying about useless things and ridiculous opinions.
Also, have I spent that much time on social media? Gosh, the roller coaster I feel about social media. I do find it useful but I don’t know how to control it.
Time is wasted online for sure. Before you know it you’ve liked 100 of the same type of pictures and 2 hours have flown by, wasted.
Most days I wish I would just delete it all. All of it. But then again I love sharing the things I love and people I love on social and communicating with everyone.
It’s such a roller coaster!
I need to finish all the books on my book shelf damn it. This year!
I wish there was a lock app where it only allowed you to go on social media for a limited amount of time per week.
Maybe I should invent it.
Don’t make to go back to school! But I really do want to go back to school.
At least when time passes during school, I can pinpoint exactly where my time went and how productive I’ve been in spending it.
Time is really the most precious gift of life.