This was the last post I would ever think of making, the last thing on earth I’d want to write about. Life throws us major curveballs and these are the most difficult moments to accept. This has been the hardest two weeks of my entire life, all of my pains before this I realize now have all been self inflicted, I’ve never experienced so much sadness . This is a new kind of sadness, a sadness not fueled by any other emotion but sadness. I have never felt my tears so well formed welling out of my eyes. Ive never heard myself cry like I did that day.